Being marked incompetent can totally ruin you for life. Even if you are no longer the person you once were, your first impression ruins it all.
I know what it is to fail everything. I know what it is to feel completely incapable. To be told you are not good enough really destroys every kernel of self-esteem you have worked so hard to build up. It completely annihilates any good feeling you may have had about yourself.
I have no idea how to rebuild from this. I’m simply in shambles. There’s no light at the end of this corridor for me. I wish I didn’t exist.